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Every day feels the same as the last
and time flies by so fucking fast
ive missed to much wallowing in self pitty
wondering what i did wrong
maybe someday an answer is what i'll find
what tomorrow brings im not sure
hopefully i'll find a way to ease my mind
maybe find someone that i can fit in my life
someone that deserves my love this time
my thoughts keep drifting back to you
and how its the only time i ever felt happy
this loneliness is killing me
causing scars that you cannot see
the cuts that are left on my heart
always takes me back to start